i am who i am today, because of the choices i made yesterday.

Today i realized something, and then i read this quote:
"i am who i am today, because of the choices i made yesterday",
and it completely sums up my thoughts.

i had a weird year. things happened that i didn't think would happen, and i changed because of it.
i think i'm a new person now.
i am definitely not the same girl that i was a year ago today.

going on the outtatown program completely changed me. not all of the changes were good, but i'm working through those.

i think God had a reason for sending me on outtatown.
i already had plans for my life, and God knew that i couldn't continue with those plans.
He knew that i could have a better life if i followed him through this year.
He knew that i would change after being on the program, and that my plans wouldn't follow through.

His plans overruled mine.

and now here i am... a changed girl... with no idea where i'm off to next.
taking one step at a time, keeping my life unplanned.
and i'm starting to love it. it's different. and really good.