11.30.2010

the hardest part

Sometimes... my life is far too confusing for anyone to figure out, especially me.
Sometimes... i want to forget every thought in my mind, and fill my mind with other useless things.
Sometimes... i get my friends to distract me from things because i don't want to think about them.


but... sometimes i need to deal with these things. 
i need to let Jesus speak into my life. 
i need to turn off every distraction. 
not think. 
not talk. 
just listen.

then maybe my life won't be so confusing after all.




and actually doing this... 
that's the hardest part.



1 comment:

Sammy said...

I agree with you completely.

I have far too often cut Jesus off by filling my life with other things... and not always good things either.

To be honest, I'm probably the worst of them all.
I know I've neglected God so many times. Intentionally. And then the guilt that comes with it is so unbearable.

I HATE struggles so much. But I suppose without them, we will never learn to completely rely on God for everything.

I'm glad to know I'm not the only one that has struggles!
You're awesome, Courtney!