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2. Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears

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1. I am scared that I wont live up to my potential/God's plan for my life. 

I've always known He had a plan for me... and right now I do believe I am on track with what God wants. I'm marrying the man of my dreams, who is also a christian, and I couldn't be happier. But with marriage comes more decisions, and more questions of where we should be. Should we buy a house? Should we rent an apartment? Should we stay in Canada and save money for our future family? Should we go travel the world and teach english to people in different countries? 

I have no idea... and I'm scared we might choose the wrong path.

2. I am so scared that something will happen to Mike. 

I've waited my whole life to find him... and I can't imagine anything happening to him!! I am a huge worry wart... so that doesn't help. If he doesn't text me back, or I don't hear from him for a long time... I start to think he died. And I couldn't handle losing him! 

Maybe I need to relax and trust God... :)

3. I'm scared that I wont be able to have kids. 

My plan right now is to get married... work for a few years (or travel, we'll see) and then have kids! And that will be my full time job! (I really don't like working...) So I'm scared that for some reason my plan will be messed up, and I wont have any kids, and I'll have to work my whole life at some crappy job I dont like...

this post is depressing.

here's a funny picture of Mike to make it better :)

I'm also scared of:

1. children hitting me in the face with their pretend guns

2. cancer

3. my cat clawing at my face

4. getting fat

The End! next time... Describe your relationship with your parents.