maybe...

I Can't.

You Can.

Please Help.

this is what the preacher in church taught me today.

i am nothing on my own. 

i keep trying to figure things out on my own, and make sure that everything is perfect, when really, its all completely messed up.

i guess i've known all along that its messed up because i've been trying to do things on my own.

i hadn't figured out the "I Can't" part.

but now i have.

maybe now i can start to figure out the "You Can" part.

maybe now, God can actually be a part of my choices and decisions.

maybe now, i will see God working in my life.

maybe.

we'll see.