i've come to a conclusion.

here it is.


I'm TIRED of feeling sorry for myself!!


i decided that i need to take life head on, and remember the past for the good things.
i need to remember what happiness really feels like.
to smile because i'm HAPPY.
for my dimples to be the main attraction of my face, and not to care.


genuine happiness is what i want.
nothing less.

definitely look retarded here. but i'm happy. 
and when i'm happy, it doesnt matter what i look like.